riannashanz.

So I’m sitting here at the San Francisco Intl Airport observing. There is this woman across from me completely enthralled in what I believe to be a Nicholas Sparks novel. Tears are streaming down her face, and I think she’s forgotten where she actually is; love it. To my left is the most adorable elderly couple I have ever seen. The husband is reading aloud to his beautiful bride and she is just sitting there gazing up at him. They are holding hands and giggling to themselves and she just goes “I love ya honey” They’re the best, I really want to go over and ask them how long they have been happily married for. Everlasting love is awe inspiring, stuff like that intrigues me. I hope to share that with someone someday. And then we have this man to my right, his name is Matt. I know this because I think he is going through his phonebook and calling anyone he can think of, all of which have yet to answer and I have had the pleasure of listening to ALL of his voicemails. I also believe that he thinks I can’t see him staring at me with a stupid grin out of the corner of my eye, but I can hah. I can’t wait to hear the cheesey pick up line he decides to finally utter. Which reminds me did I tell you that someone ACTUALLY asked me my sign the other day, oh man it was the greastest. Anyways I’m finally about to board!

San Diego here I come.xo

sing alongs with friends are the best.

my arizona ladies, and wish i saw them more!

that I am more and more amazed everyday by some of the things that come out of teenage girls mouths. This applies to my little sister, but still teen girls are a wittle scary sometimes. They need to chill and just step back and enjoy life cause it comes at you fast. AND don’t think I’m bashing anyone specific or I recently read something to blog this, I’m just telling you how I feel, even my sister does it and I wouldn’t put down my own family. When I was younger though, none of this craziness existed. There was no “stalking” someone’s myspace, “lurking” someone’s blog, “bashing” someone’s girlfriend, we just went to shows, took our picture with Kenny Vasoli and peaced haha. But times have changed drastically since then, for better or for worse. Just saying, live your life for YOU and no one else, don’t care what other people think of you, or what you read about via cyberspace, if you’re putting yourself out there to be talked about in the first place, embrace the fact that some people have nothing better to do than to live through other people’s existence. Like fo’ realsz do you think that after everything that has been said about myself, Ray, Gabs or anyone of us/you that we deserve it? Some may say yes, some may say no, but the truth is I can honestly say that I am 100%  positive that we don’t care, we still go on about our daily lives with no fear of what’s to come later on. Like sure, reading that you suck and you deserve to die is a little extreme haha, but I don’t do things for other people I do it for me, I do it for the ones I love, I do what I want to do cause I want to do it, not cause I should do it, or I have to do it, or I’m scared of the end result if I don’t, that’s more than absurd. At the end of the day all that matters is the ones you love, the ones that love you and the life you choose to lead. Be yourself, not something someone else thinks you should be. Let loose and live a little and if people don’t like you or it, WHO CARES! This is your/my life we’re talking about here, take advantage of everything that’s thrown at you, benefit from it all because all life really is is one BIG learning experience. I don’t really know where this came about, I honestly woke up and decided I needed to rant haha.

I’m completely content with everything and everyone in my life right now, I make the most of every situation, and I love everyone who is continously making a difference inside it; love you all, thanks for being the best!

and if you don’t want to listen to me, listen to your boy Nick who always thinks that…

“love is on your side”.xo